May. 28, 2012 at 10:35pm

Now that I have started a journey to a new career, I feel as though something is missing. What could it be? All my life, I have created goals for myself. What happens when you hit those goals? Long term goals I’ll always have, but what about short term? I finished high school, finished college, got a job.. what now? I guess my goal right now is to be more organized in life. My room is always a constant mess and it really does affect the way I live. Prioritize my money a little bit possibly? Who knows. I just know that I’m not used to this lifestyle. 

2:19am

Goal: Remain happy with the people in your life, love and trust God always, and be grateful.

May. 22, 2012 at 2:02am

Today, I experienced stress for the first time at work. I feel like this is too hard, but I have to remember that I have not been trained yet. I feel like they expect a lot from me. I spoke with Ryan, and he was right.. I should be more aggressive. If I don’t act aggressive now, then they would take advantage of the fact that I’m too timid or too nice. I don’t want to be recognized as that kind of worker. I am more of a visual learner. I actually need to see what needs to be done in order for me to perform that task. I don’t know, maybe there’s a lot of pressure on me with this job, just because I don’t want to mess up because I NEED this job. This job has benefits and a 401K, something I definitely need. 

Goal tomorrow: Be more assertive with all tasks given to you. 

May. 16, 2012 at 9:07pm
New life, new changes

So many different things have been happening in my life lately that it’s crazy. I fell in love when I didn’t think it would be possible again, I got hired a position relative to my degree, and my perspective on life has changed dramatically and openly to make me a better person. There are some important dates for me to remember, and I should jot down just in case I do forget or lose my memory *knocks on wood* 

Sept 16, 2011-Met Ryan

January 21, 2012- Ryan intoxicatedly said “I love you”

March 24, 2012- Ryan soberly said “I love you”

May 12, 2012-I guess Ryan asked me to be his girlfriend? Still not certain about that, but I’ll take it.

May 16, 2012- I got hired a new position at Charter Home Health Care :) 

Mar. 3, 2012 at 3:10pm with 931 notes
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Look, we don’t have to put a label on it. That’s fine. I get it. But, you know, I just need some consistency. I need to know that you’re not gonna wake up in the morning and feel differently.
— Tom (500 Days of Summer) (via modernedge)
Jan. 27, 2012 at 9:53pm

January 27, 2012

Hearing not-so-good news from my mother about my Lolo is heartbreaking. Truthfully, I haven’t visited him on the regular in awhile. The last time I saw him was Christmas, and I don’t even know when before that. It’s not that I have forgotten about him, or I got distracted. I’m scared. I’m frightened to see the only man who has never hurt me in such weak shape. Throughout my life, I’ve seen my Lolo beat numerous obstacles. I hate making excuses saying “Oh, I have this to do today. Maybe I’ll see him next week”. I CANNOT be doing this anymore because I know his days are numbered. I feel like such a bad grandchild, and I’m supposed to be his favorite. 

Feb. 3, 2010 at 4:01pm
February 3, 2010 So, I’ve missed a couple days on this thing. Things just got busy! But at least I have a lot to write. First off! I got a job. I always save up my allowance, and I never really have money for me, and not for my bills. I just got done with midterms last week! I’m happy I got a 99/100 on my term paper and an 86 on my midterm. Woo! haha I start work Friday, which is pretty weird. I work a double shift, meaning I work 11AM - 2:30 then break for 3 hours then 5:20 - 10:30. I don’t understand why Japanese restaurants take a three hour break! haha But yes, explaining the picture above. This was taken at The Block. The store Hilo Hattie was turned into a freakin Furniture store! That store brought so many memories )= I could spend hours in there! It reminded me so much of Kei Alaha especially when we would all go there after our performances. So sad. </3

February 3, 2010

So, I’ve missed a couple days on this thing. Things just got busy! But at least I have a lot to write. First off! I got a job. I always save up my allowance, and I never really have money for me, and not for my bills. I just got done with midterms last week! I’m happy I got a 99/100 on my term paper and an 86 on my midterm. Woo! haha I start work Friday, which is pretty weird. I work a double shift, meaning I work 11AM - 2:30 then break for 3 hours then 5:20 - 10:30. I don’t understand why Japanese restaurants take a three hour break! haha But yes, explaining the picture above. This was taken at The Block. The store Hilo Hattie was turned into a freakin Furniture store! That store brought so many memories )= I could spend hours in there! It reminded me so much of Kei Alaha especially when we would all go there after our performances. So sad. </3

Jan. 28, 2010 at 3:33am with 2 notes
January 27, 2010 Wow, I feel very honored getting my main tumblr page done by Jase! I&#8217;m not even famous or anything. So, thanks again! He&#8217;s talented.&lt;3 Today, I had school. I understood the lecture today. Thank goodness. It&#8217;s midterm week, so I have to get on my grind asap with my major class )=. It&#8217;s hard doing it online. I wish they offered an onsite class.

January 27, 2010

Wow, I feel very honored getting my main tumblr page done by Jase! I’m not even famous or anything. So, thanks again! He’s talented.<3 Today, I had school. I understood the lecture today. Thank goodness. It’s midterm week, so I have to get on my grind asap with my major class )=. It’s hard doing it online. I wish they offered an onsite class.

Jan. 27, 2010 at 3:26am
January 26, 2010 Remember when we said we would give each other space? Well, that lasted about 3 days. haha Even though we&#8217;re broken up, we hang out like homies. I&#8217;m glad we still have that. Came home to find out about my grade in Statistics. 88% wack. Made a decision to get back into Polynesian dancing! I&#8217;m actually working out with the squats more than calf raises. &lt;3

January 26, 2010

Remember when we said we would give each other space? Well, that lasted about 3 days. haha Even though we’re broken up, we hang out like homies. I’m glad we still have that. Came home to find out about my grade in Statistics. 88% wack. Made a decision to get back into Polynesian dancing! I’m actually working out with the squats more than calf raises. <3

Jan. 26, 2010 at 2:42am with 2 notes
January 25, 2010 I stayed home today, but I got a lot done. I checked my grade I&#8217;m getting 100% so far in my HSM class and a 98% in my statistics. That will all change soon since midterms are coming up. Today, I learned even family can say the most fucked up shit to you. Random, I know. I got so pissed off at my &#8220;cousin&#8221;. I lost all respect for him. Don&#8217;t want to get into much detail. Overall, I&#8217;m thankful for my mom and everything she does for this family. &lt;3 P.S. I like how my yoga mat matches my walls. Gonna work out now, toodles.

January 25, 2010

I stayed home today, but I got a lot done. I checked my grade I’m getting 100% so far in my HSM class and a 98% in my statistics. That will all change soon since midterms are coming up. Today, I learned even family can say the most fucked up shit to you. Random, I know. I got so pissed off at my “cousin”. I lost all respect for him. Don’t want to get into much detail. Overall, I’m thankful for my mom and everything she does for this family. <3 P.S. I like how my yoga mat matches my walls. Gonna work out now, toodles.